1:24 a.m. - 2004-12-17
*huggs!*
Happy
1 year
and
6 Months
Anniversary
To
12:38 p.m. - 2004-12-16
3 grrls a tent @ Sembawang Park.
Okie i had fun with u grrls. Laughing,gossiping,bitching *oops* and laughily gaily at couples romancing and also singing along "i Dream" when it come on air @ the radio. hurhur. and it took us almost 30 minutes to put back the tent. In the end a guy help us to put in back in less then 5 secs hurhur.
Picture time.
i love you grrls.
Makanē hehe. And Ama`s cutesy radio.
Ros bring her Nasi lemak. hur. We eat actually eating in the dark lol.
hehe inside Ros`s tent.
Ama Chio Bu!
Ros Berdie!!!
Me. Eeeyeer!
LOL!
Haha ama trying hard to smile very widely!
hurhur. pegi naik taxi balik naik taxi. Tenkiuks Kak ros! lol.
10:26 a.m. - 2004-12-11
Blank
What goes around
Comes around..
What goes up
Must come down..
*snigggers*
12:28 a.m. - 2004-12-10
someone save me..
Life @ home could be quite depresing. hais.
10:47 p.m. - 2004-12-09
Welcome to my life
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
but no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
But no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desparate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and their stupid lies
Well deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
But no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
But no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like [x2]
Welcome to my life
And he certainly made my day today. Love you so much Eirwan. Muackz. <3
2:28 a.m. - 2004-12-09
As the jukebox plays our favourite song..
Its been a while since i've update. Getting lazy laaaaa. By the way today last day working @ Mos Burger.Gonna Missss Everrrrrrryoneeeeee :(. Esp the closing crews and the managers andd uncle bernard ahh EVERYONE laah . hurhur. Funny idiots. :P Going to slack at home. Every one "complained" that i'm grouwing rounder hurhur. Blame it on the hari raya cookies and delicious food. :(
Quote "si ida ni keje Mos Burger, Badan pong da macam burger" baaaaah. Badan aku da memang besar lah so shut up can. My dear da pon POP at last. 1 long week break Yipppeeeeee gonna spend my time with him. hur. Its been almost 2 yrs already *grins*. Eh did i type about the movie "Shutter" okay, you guys should check it out. Bloody scary. hahahaa. I can`t sleep after watching it. and uh maybe going to watch it again on Sunday and after movie pizza hut ehk?
*pouts*.
1:58 a.m. - 2004-12-03
Yet another depressing day..
I just love him. His always there coaxing me. Always there reminding me. Always there by my side. WHen i'm sad he tries to make me chuckle. When i'm happy his happy for me. He not only my boyfriend, his my elder bro, his my companion and his also my best buddy whom i always pour my heart out to him. Sometimes i wished i'm in. In enough to be in. Everybody seems to look down and laugh at us ,Overweight. Obese people. Though sometimes i may just let it pass as just any other casual remarks but it hurts. Its hurts when people compare my size and his size. Its hurt when people just call me "gemok". Its still hurts emotinally after going tru 17 years of teasing and emotional abuse. *sigH* This cetainly remind me about an incident happen about one year back. Remember "DiSaSteR" hur~ No? Well i do. I will always do. And yeaP i still won`t forgive that person. Hope u suffer bloody idiot. I'm not cruel neither am i heartless, really.
People tot that when i'm smilling,giggling laughing they tot that i'm a very bubbly cherry girl blahblahblah I'm Not So FUCK YOU.
11:49 p.m. - 2004-12-01
Yeah Yeah.
Yay hurray to Taufik Batisah. Our new Singapore Idol. :>
Its really worth it.. voting for him 4 times just now hurhur. By the way followed Aeen and Katy jobhunting today. It turn out unsuccessful. Instead we took neoprints to cheer ourselves out :D.
heh. Dear`s pass out parade will be on Friday too bad i can`t make it. Hais. And yeah. Tommorow`s will be starting work again. :(
